I loved you when
I loved you when you were just a tiny human when your parents would drop you off at my house in your car seat
I loved you when you wanted to have sleepovers
I loved you when you decorated Christmas cookies with us
I loved you when you sang at the top of your lungs “Wannabee” by the Spice Girls a zillion times on the way to Disneyland
I loved you when I took you to choir lessons at St Isidore’s Church after school
I loved you when I picked you up from grammar school and drove you to gymnastics practice with Andrew and Keri
I loved you when we gave you a birthday celebration with all of your friends and family at the gymnastic studio
I loved you when you wanted a yearbook and your dad wouldn’t buy you one
I loved you when you needed someone to sit by your side at the dentist
I loved you when we made kitty blankets for the Tri Valley Animal Shelter
I loved you when I picked you up after school to volunteer for Children’s Hospital’s Family House to cook meals for the families of children that were ill
I loved you when the dozens of times we got lost and I didn’t have a GPS or written directions driving to a philanthropy and you were always patient with me
I loved you when you needed a hairdresser to comb out the tangles in your hair and give you a haircut
I loved you when at Christmas time, I gave you a beautifully painted pot from Mexico to plant your succulents in
I loved you when we spent hours shopping for the perfect dress for the many National Charity League events
I loved you when we made happy birthday and thank you cards for the senior citizens and we chatted for hours
I loved you when we volunteered at the Ice Cream Social and you met the 100 year old man who wanted two scoops of ice cream instead of one
I loved you when I brought you to Kaiser Hospital and made sure you were up to date on your immunizations and made sure you had adequate birth control
I loved you when Iron Horse Middle School called me because they couldn’t reach your dad. They told me you fell while playing on the monkey bars. I drove you to Kaiser where we learned you broke your arm. You didn’t want to get out of the car, but finally did and needed surgery immediately
I loved you when we spent the day in Capitola and Santa Cruz buying shoes because your feet hurt
I loved you when I had Emily at the Livorna Swim Club teach you how to swim
I loved you when we made macaroni and cheese with your girlfriend in my kitchen
I loved you when I made you a quilt for your bed and months later it was burnt up in a fire
I loved you when we went to the movies together
I loved you when I picked you up from the San Ramon Library
I loved you when you got transferred to San Ramon Valley High
I loved you when you helped out Roxanne Stone the school secretary every morning at 7AM after your dad dropped you off
I loved you when you got into Treble Clef and Concert Choir at San Ramon Valley High School
I loved you when you and Andrew would endlessly sing “Everywhere” by Michelle Branch in the back seat of the car
I loved you when you took off without me in San Diego while riding a scooter at a very young age
I loved you when we played in the butterfly garden at Marine World and when we let the parakeets stand on our heads while we fed them at the San Diego Zoo
I loved you when we played on the beach in Santa Cruz and went on the “Giant Dipper” roller coaster with my Dad and Andrew at the Boardwalk
I loved you when we sat in Berkeley at the coffee shop and you were inspired by and watched the homeless woman do her nails and wrote a book about it
I loved you when we volunteered for Habitat for Humanity in Bay Point painting houses
I loved you when we read books before bedtime and I would rock you on my lap and give you a special blanket to sleep with
I loved you when we played with and brushed the dogs and cats at TVAR
I loved you when we drove to Animal Rescue Foundation in Walnut Creek and you, Andrew and I picked out our dog Baxter after just going there for popcorn during Christmas break
I loved you when you were the only one who noticed I had been crying after my cat Woody died and you wanted to know if I was okay
I loved you when we ate peanut butter on apples for snack after school and you didn’t ever finish your drink
I loved you when we played with the kids at the Concord Child Care Center at the swimming pool and they hung all over you and you never wanted to volunteer there again
I loved you when you gave out baskets of food to the hungry at Monument Crisis Center during Thanksgiving
I loved you when I watched you and Andrew thrive in a summer drama program through Contra Costa Christian Theater acting in “High School Musical.” And you wanted to drop out, but didn’t
I loved you when you and your boyfriend Sean bought a kitten
I loved you when you graduated from High School around all of your family and friends
I loved you when you took on leadership roles in your Vista Oak NCL. Your graduation video was so inspiring that it is still used as a template for all upcoming seniors that need to write a speech
I loved you when you worked at the front counter at the Hospice Thrift Store
I loved you when you went to Camp Concord in Lake Tahoe with your cousins Vince and Marie
I loved you when you married your cousin Vince at auntie Sue’s house in Belmont
I loved you when you cared for your cousin Kendall when she cried at night
I loved you when you danced with your Dad when he and Aly got married and you got a new Mom
I loved you when we spent hours at the beauty salons having our nails done
I loved you when Uncle Kenny took you to Oak Hill Park to take photos of you
I loved you when you liked auto shop and worked on cars
I loved you when you welcomed your baby sister into our family and loved her
I loved you when you fell in love with Darius and brought him to family events
I loved you when you began making YouTube tutorials on how to do skin care and make up
I loved you when you became famous on Twitter after helping a jobless man become employed
I loved you when you said you were married on Twitter even though you never shared it with me
I loved you when you took me to the Facebook and Instagram Campus in Menlo Park and showed me where you worked
I loved you when we spent the day in Carmel chillin on the beach, going to art museums, chocolate shops and beer tasting after my foot surgery
I loved you when we toured Pixar Studios in Emeryville and how Pocahontas was your favorite princess
I loved you when you and Andrew would sing “Complicated” by Avril Lavigne at the top of your lungs while riding in the back seat of my car
I loved you when you wanted to be a part of my life and family